The real me*~*

My life is becoming so complicated,
my heart is being abused
i\'m running in so many directions,
i\'m so torn and confused

i don\'t know what to believe anymore,
i don\'t know what to do
everything just seems to get harder
when i\'m waiting here for you

i\'m waiting for you to prove me wrong,
to start to change your ways
but nothing seems to have gotten better
over these past few days

you\'re still the same old person;
you only care about yourself
you don\'t notice how much you hurt me,
that my life is now a hell

you\'re too busy with your own life
to notice my constant pain
you probably think i\'m happy,
but really i\'m stuck in the rain

i just wish you could see what you do,
i wish you would realize
that the happy me you see
is just the real me in disguise

so you better change your ways quick
and stop dragging this on
because if you won\'t treat me like i deserve,
then you can consider me gone