What Can I Do

by Nikki Z   Feb 24, 2004


What can i do but sit here and love you,
even tho you don't feel the same,
i still sit here waiting to play ur game,
you love someone but me,
why can't i see,
i'm blind as a bat,
you'll never love me,
i could wait a day,
a month,
a year,
i could wait a whole lifetime,
for you to hold me near,
i want but one kiss,
to feel nothing but bliss,
but instead i am hurt,
how can you be such a jerk?
but what can i do,
i still love you,
these feelings inside,
mixed emotions arise,
i don't know what to do...move on?
who's to choose?
i want nothing but to have you as my own,
i have never felt so alone,
it's like a broken bone, never to heal,
nothing can compare to the pain that i feel,
i try to tell you how i feel,
but you just won't listen, whats the deal?
the words that i speak all come out wrong,
why can't i suck it up and be strong?
when i am near you my knees get real weak,
i can barely stay standing,
without bracing my feet,
your eyes so deep,
why would i ever sleep,
i could look at them all day,
and yet still have nothing to say,
you have a reserved seat in my heart,
i wish that we were no longer apart,
this is barely even a start,
you have made your mark,
leaving footprints on my heart,
my feelings now no longer in the dark,
you have ignited a spark,
but what can i do, still just a spark,
not quite a flame,
it's all the same when i hear your name,
my worries disappear,
all my problems not quite so near,
my soul takes a leap,
for you i wish to keep,
i want everyone to know,
that to me you're everything,
the snow,
the rain,
the sun...the pain,
but what can i do?
i'll always love you.

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