You never forget your first love,
No matter how much you may try,
And no matter how much you lie to yourself,
You still feel it deep inside,
You remember the touch,
The look in their eyes,
The happiness you felt,
How much they meant in your life,
The littlest things they did,
The way they put a smile on your face,
That it was not about the gifts either,
It was all in thier ways.
The whispers as you laid together,
How you would never be apart,
The million phone calls a day,
The I love Yous from the start,
You try to move on,
Especially if the other has,
But you wonder all the time,
How long this will last,
You go in denial,
Hoping the other feels the same way,
But then you watch them,
As they turn around and walk away,
If you get hurt the most,
If the other quickly moved on,
You start to lie to yourself
You try to show everyone,
You show them that
your being strong,
That your not holding on,
Holding on to that love,
That made living enough,
It hurts really bad,
The pain is unexplainable,
But try to keep it in,
Find friends that are reliable,
You may feel that things can get worse,
and they can,
But no matter how long or how much heartache,
You have to tell yourself, try to love again, just try.
