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Life is filled with ups and downs
many heart aches
headaches
uncountable heart breaks
but if i had to go through it all
to find the J in my life
then i ask for 10x more

the decadeance slowly in me
the rottening filing of my inner sanity
slowly being questioned
but from one i see pure charity
something so rare that i had to find

the bleeding in my bones
and the beating of my heart
the constant reconciousness of my mind
and of this one's race i must start

something
no
someone of unquestionable IQ
caught in her web of favor
if she causes the cold
then i want the flu

the anger and lone wolf
the thought of souless in her mind
constant wanting to lay and die
teary eyes
sitting in corner of darnkess
the haunting of ones so call father
the feeling of welcoming death
the tears
the cries
that no one seems to cry
trapped in a realm of her own curse
embracing it
and yet living in it

if she only knew
that she was becoming such a strong female
and one day
become brand new

feelings of this so intense
for one as a diamond as her

but i have a secret
that she should know
something that's so mind boggling
that it encourages my flow

she loves me
her love
crawling in my skin
confusing what is real
almost a fairy tale
turning the skies pale
a secret that is about to be unfold
and the truth that has never been told
something that this pretty face should know
you love me
so guess what
that means you do have a soul