At first it wasn't a big deal
the fact that "it" had happened
because you kept on calling and saying that you wanted to see me
saying that you cared and would never leave me
yet for some reason i didn't care because i didn't feel about you the same way you felt about me
you were just another guy,
no big deal
but your calls became less
and then not 1 at all
still i told myself you weren't like that
that maybe you were busy
and didn't have time to call
my minutes became hours
and my hours became days
and still i hadn't heard from you
inside i knew it was over
but i didn't want to admit that i let you hit it n u quite it
even though i didn't love you
it hurt because you were my first
i don't care that you left me
because i knew it would be over soon
but the fact that you stopped calling and had me waiting
the fact that you didn't tell me that you didn't want to be with me
the fact that even though i didn't love you i feel i cant be without you
the fact that its over and theres noting i can do
the fact that I'm me without you
thats what really hurts
