Fooled by Stronger Feelings

The happiness i find has a life so short lived. But i dont regret this because it made me happy, to the extreme.

I guess i wasnt so much to you as i thought. Making me be so hard upon myself, cutting away the pain of heartbreak.

Me crying myself to sleep at night screaming "why?!"

What did i do to deserve this? I've been through so much than most other people and i get no luck and in true happiness.....

why? all i wanted was for someone out there to have stronger feelings for me, i guess i was fooled.