To Be the one

I want to be the daughter
That my mom wanted me to be
I want to find a guy
That really does love me

I want to be the one
That has so many friends
And falls asleep at night
Without wondering if my life should end

I want to be the one
That has parents I can talk to
Not ones that have to worry
About my every move

I want to be the one
That has a pretty smile
And the one that thinks
Life is worthwhile

I don't want to be the girl
With scars on her wrist
And the one falling asleep
Wishing she didn't exist

I don't want to be the one
Who parties all night
Having sex with guys
And pretending to be alright

I don't want to be the one
Who is ugly and fat
I don't want to be this girl
I hate living like that

But this is who I am
No matter how hard I try
The girl who always fails
The girl who always cries