Insignifigant, numb, and blind

Suicide is falling through
thoughts leading to only you
insignifigant, numb, and blind
you are taking over my mind

Run for the gun
reach for the pills
grab for the knife
anything that kills

Hold me while i gasp for air
gase at my desperate stare
hold me face down in the water
Just to watch me in pain and suffer

my dreams have turned to nightmares
my thoughts have turned to screams
the love has losted everything
crying bleeding at the seams

The tears just keep coming
and the cuts are getting worse
my helpless body alone
This little girl is cursed

It's so sad to see
her slip away once more
it's so horrific to watch him laugh
the person she adored

-not a very good one, but I needed to just let it out...please comment and rate I really want to know if its good or not-