When the feeling of loneliness strikes my heart
Thoughts run through my head real fast
Of the times people were there for me
And then I look at who I have now... nothing...
The choices I have made
Affect me till this day
And now I'm suffering from what I chose
I'm all alone in this world
No one there to hug me and give me kisses at free will
No one there to protect me from love thieves
Not a single person to trust and stay by my side
This world, this life is such a lie
So I take this blade in my hand
It can be my friend again
Hurt me once but now i'm back
Because I know its always that
Walk into the bathroom, calm and content
Sit in the bathtub all drenched
Sink it in my chocolate skin
Watch the blood come out from within
Oh this feeling I had missed
This one object makes me feel bliss
Sail away from my own thoughts
In a ocean of blood, my last resort
Lying in the tub, taking it in
Haven't had enough cos I still feel the pain
Dig it in again till I can see my veins
The blood its rushing to my brain
Can't open my eyes, I try real hard
I don't feel pain, I feel nothing
Something's wrong, don't know where I am
Where's my f*c**i*g body, let me in
I took my life away that night
One slice of my wrist and that was it
I'll live alone up here like I did down there
At least I let the pain go free
