Giving that life away.

Making this decision is the hardest thing ive done.
Its hurting inside it's certainly not
fun.

There's a new life growing inside me, I feel closer everyday.
It's gonna be so lonely when I have to give that life away.

I feel so different and so mixed up inside,
I wish I could run away, curl up and hide.

All my life Ive been looked at as the one with lot's to gain.
Never would I have imagined I'd experience this pain.

I feel so selfish that all I do is cry.
But the question that I ask myself, everyday is why.

Maybe one day I will be ready and that special someone will come along, and to me and that someone a baby will belong.