The pain that lies Within

I've had my ups and downs
I mean sure it is true!

I've done crazy things because I didn't know what else to do.

But as much as I hurt and cry people jus don't have a clue.

They never see im slowly dying so I don't know what else to do.

Everyone sees me and the smile upon my face, but they never really see that in reality I feel like a disgrace.

I try to hide my pain but leave it on my skin.

It gets harder everyday so end up giving in.

I just wana know a way to make my life easier day by day, because i don't wana wake up and just give up one day.

Life isn't easy although i wish it was, but we can't change the little things in life just because.

"It'll get easier everyday" I hear but it never ever does.

I don't know why im still here, but then again who does.

Just when i think it's getting easier it all comes crashing down, and all i can do is change my smile back into a frown.

So you tell me how to be happy because i just don't know.

You tell me what to do because i guess i'll never know.

Im tired of holding in my pain and done with giving in.

So im just letting you know ALL THE PAIN THAT LIES WITHIN!!!

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