Desired love

My tears, they don't seem to stop
They keep running down my face like a storm that wont go away
The rain keeps coming, and I'm still all alone
Sitting here on my bed , holding myself to not feel so cold
I closed my eyes, and wished for your arms to be around me
Holding me tight, you whispered you'll never let go
I'm crying, Wishing it was true
My heart aches just to feel you
I wont to tell you about my heart
Its deep, thats true
So you have to promise me you'll never lie to me
Because thats one thing that will affect me
God I'm so cold, I'm shaking
I cant seem to find you anywhere
I'm here in the rain holding myself trying to stay warm
So where are you?