I can't take the pain I feel,
This heartbreak, it's just to real.
I hate life for always beating me,
Never lets me up; my inner demons are defeating me.
It's not a fair fight,
I can't spread my wings and take flight.
I fought for every year of my life.
I can't believe it's going to end at the point of a knife.
Everything's progressivley harder.
Everyone around me is smarter.
All my friends have found love and someone to hold,
The hands I've found were evil and cold.
So I'm giving in,
Defeating my sin,
Holding this knife,
Killing my life!!!!!
