I use to have a boyfriend
but then, i made a mistake
i broke his heart, and loved another
but the boy i thought i loved
turned on me, and shoved me
away from his heart
now the boy i use to say was my boyfriend, moved away
and now we never talk
i hate to say this a lot
but i want him back
i need him like i need another day to live
i want him back in my heart, only he has the key, and only i will let him keep me
i dont deserve him now
because i'm told he's better then he was
i wish i could tell him how i feel
i have his number, i have his email
im just not ready to be real
it was 2 years ago
and still i never seemed to let go
of something that was so real
thats why i call him my boy
and i miss my guy
i miss him so much i cry real tears
i hurt real feelings
i need real healing
because he was my boy
and in my dreams i know he always will be
