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by jessel jane Jun 27, 2006 category : Love, romance / lost love
Alone in the road I once despised; thus came to me the memories. With tears falling from my eyes... I was filled again with miseries. While walking in midst of loneliness; I thought of a woman I know. A woman who\'s seeking for happiness... and answers to questions she dont know. Together with my sleepless nights... and my mind with full of certainty. a thing I then realized... that woman I\'m thinking is \"me\". I recalled of the day we first met; the day you laid your eyes on me... That instant, I dont know what i felt... For my heart can hardly see. The moment you said you love me, It\'s as though the world has stopped. The moment you said you need me... It\'s as though I know what I\'ve got. And so, we\'ve been together; and everyday, i love you more. we\'ve been happy with each other.. I never felt like this before. But as time flew between us... you were slowly out of my grip. Slowly by slowly, i did what i must,.. for you are someone I must keep. I tried to hide my feelings; when you said you had no time. When you neglected simple thngs... that matters to me all the time. Then came the day you said goodbye; you promised we\'d be together again. I tried so hard not to cry... For i know this wont be the end. And everyday, i miss you... wishing you\'d be here beside me. hoping my voice will reach you... saying \'I need you completely.\' I\'ve no chance to tell you everything; because im filled with delusions. I\'ve no chance to ask simple things... beacuse my heart shouts precautions. Maybe things are not meant to be; no matter how much love you share. Some things are not destined to be... no matter how much you care. I closed my eyes; a tear fell down. I walked alone again. I saw some friends... heard rushing sounds of voices at the end of the bend. I am that woman who seeks happiness; Joy and a love so true. I firmly bealieve with steadfastness, that hapiness is found with u.*(made by request of a friend. this is her story)