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by Vanessa Jun 27, 2006 category : Sadness, depression / about depression
Sometimes I feel like the biggest jerk on the face of the earth Sometimes I feel like I treat my friends like dirt Sometimes I can be so hypocritical Sometimes I feel so fake because i can go out and smile and make jokes and then come home and cry myself to sleep Sometimes I wish I could change the past Sometimes I feel so left out Sometimes I feel like no one even cares about me anymore Sometimes I feel so self centered Sometimes I wish I could be a better person Sometimes I feel so lonely Sometimes when other people are down or hurt I feel like its my fault Sometimes i sink so low I cut myself Sometimes I wish the people who cared the most didn't as much Sometimes I hate everything about myself Sometimes I can be greedy Sometimes I wish i never left the things I had Sometimes I feel like no one listens Sometimes I wish i could just poor my heart out and everything about my self to someone who understands Sometimes I feel like such a phony Sometimes I wonder what I would look like if I changed the things i didn't like about myself Sometimes I miss being a little girl Sometimes I like being alone Sometimes I wonder if people like a person just because of their looks Sometimes I need my space Sometimes I give up and then wish I hadn't Sometimes........just sometimes...............