By Myself

By Myself

I hurt
Find one who cares
I help you
You help me
We be there for each other no matter what
Time passes
People change
We all change
Depend on each other’s opinion
Time deteriorates
And never to return
Then I’m left alone
Just to hurt again
Cursed in my own web
No matter how much I try
It’s never enough for you
My nose bleed
My tears of blood
My constant worry
Fire
Lava
A nervous boiling in my blood
The numbness in my head
Pains un silenced by anything
And still it’s never enough to hold on
Never knowing exactly what to say
But at least I try
Something inside me
Pulling on my surface
Walls of the room in my head
Slowly closing in
Slowly consuming the space around me
Funny when you can mean the world to someone
Then
!!!!BOOM!!!!
change of heart
change of feelings
change of it all
change change change
what’s it for?
A sort of survival?
A way to preserve one’s self?
Don’t stay….
Forget about the memories
Forget about the possibilities
Forget it all and let me die alone
Cursed to walk this world anyway
It was beautiful
But I guess fate always wins
And my fate
Is By Myself

By CoLliN