She waits for a lonely moment
Until she can cry
Then she can not stop the flow of tears
From her life being a lie
It has been way to long
Of this hurt and pain
Does not know what is going on
And when she sits in that lonely room
She whispers under her breath
Why was I ever born
And brought into this life
Because I cannot put up
With all this strife
And too much hurt and pain
All I want to do is cry
Why was I ever born
If now I just really want to die
It has been so many years
She has tried to hold on
But it is harder than it seems
And it has been here way to long
She cannot even remember
When she was happy
She does not even know who else she could be
She goes to bed
Not wanting to wake up from sleep
Then she dreams
Of a better life she wants to keep
But it is not real
She wakes up again
Dreading that day
Knowing that she can
Not change a thing
As a tear falls on her face
Pretends she is somewhere else
In a better place
When she gets up
Puts on her clothes
Throws makeup on
Fakes a pretty pose
For another day
Of her heart being torn
And to herself
Her life being sworn as she says
Why was I ever born
And brought into this life
Because I cannot put up
With all this strife
And to much hurt and pain
All I want to do is cry
Why was I ever born
If now I just really want to die
