I want to scream out
So loud that the whole world
Would be able to hear me
So I can let out
Everything that is killing me inside
Things that are eating me away
Little by little
And every time it takes a piece
More pain appears
But more life disappears
It leaves me feeling scared
Because eventually
It is going to leave nothing
Nothing left of me at all
I will just be gone forever
Know one will know why
Or understand how
Until they realize
It was me, only and just me
Eating myself away
But the pain still was killing me
They will understand
When they see the knife
Silting in my hand
But that is all they will understand
They will not know
That I had to do it
And that I felt like it was my only one choice
And I was stuck
And that was my way
Of screaming out to the world
