Its so hard

Its so hard
when were not together
Its so hard
to even think about the day
that you\\\'ll hurt me
tell me your sorry
and you love me deeply
but all you\\\'ll say is
she did love me
So today think about me
and tell youself she loves
me she cares
why is today so different
when yesterday felt so real
and why
did it feel like you
did something wronge
did you?
cause all i did was care
Today
I told my friends i love you
I do
told them it was hard
to even talk to you
so today i thought
about what you did
did you cheat did you lie
did you tell another girl
she was your thrill ride
the one you\\\'ll always
and forever love
so tell me that you love me
hold me close and dont let go
for today
all my memories came back
to haunt me