My way

I can see the way you look at me,
I know I've dissappointed you.
How can i make you understand?
How can i even explain,
That this pain felt deep within me will never go away.
You think you know everything about me,
Honestly you don't have a clue.
You think i'm crazy for what I do,
But truly I do it because of you.
As the knife pierces my skin,
My blood begins to flow,
It's as if i've freed myself from all of my sorrow.
Please don't judge me,I'm just like you.
This is simply my way of making the pain go away.