My wrists are continuously bleeding part one and two

This is based on a true story ...This was written by Jordan and I..Yes it is a true story but unfortunatelly its hers not mine... i love you sissyyyy

Daddy, why must you marry her I can't see what you do
I wonder why you can feel some love, what does she give to you
You announce you are getting married none the less
I tell you bullshit for my wrists are bleeding all over her wedding dress

Can you not see the pain that this lady brings to me
Why is it my sighs and tears are invisible to you
Could you really love her, as a new bride to be
Or is this just a thing only for you to cause a scene

I see no good within this one
I ponder on what must be done
Do you see my cuts do you like the blood
I guess it means nothing to an unforgiven love...

How come you can't help me with what i do
Why is it that, someone came along and took away my love
Do you forget that I\'m your child
Or do you just think, I\'m not good enough for you

Mommy says you need to figure this out yourself
But I can\'t wait that long daddy please I need your help
I need you to be there when I come through the door
But this is not what has become of you for I ask of much more

Do you remember when i was younger, and you i adored
All the things you said to me, will always follow me
The things i learned from you, will never flee
I know what i need, I'm old enough to know, so please don't ignore

To think that you were once my hero
To think that you were once who I loved
A problem ran across too slow
And the trust I don't know where it's been shoved.

Daddy, please help me to see, what you mean
What does it mean when you say, baby leave me alone
Do you not want me around
Or do I just not make you proud

Do you see the tears of rejected times
To think that I could actually shine
Maybe I'm just not good enough for you
So daddy please tell me what I must do.

Do I need to tell mommy I don't love her
Will that make you want me more
Do I have to beg and plead
To get you to make me really see

I really don't understand what I need to do
Something maybe need to be left up to you
I guess you are still my dad
But deep inside you're nothing compared to what I once had.

If i acted like I didn't know you, when were on the streets
Would that please you or make you weep
If i stopped my tears, and held my head high
Would that make you happy, or would you sigh

What would happen if I were to die
The night that I stopped to cry
What if I took out that nine
You'd know for now there would be no more crying.

If you heard the bang, and my body hit the floor
Would you stop cooking for her, and come to my retreat
Or would you think, she finally did it
Now, I will be away from that freak

My dreams they say that I am dead
So would it matter if I had a bullet in my head
Would you care would you see
That inside my heart you were hurting me.

You reached in my body, and pulled it out
Daddy, why did you take it out just to step on it
That was all that was left of me
Now i will not be able to move about

Bury my body or let me burn
Let my dead carcus rot and turn
Let me die without a fight
Maybe you'll see and maybe it\'ll be tonight.

Why is she laughing, daddy why doesn't she care
How could you stand up for her, and make her laugh more
Would you really let me die, so you could be free
I guess I'm good as gone in the night air

My soul will taunt what is left for you and her
You can scream and cry together
In the night they will hear your cries
And it was all because of my sweet suicide

Prepare your self to see me on the floor
I will leave you a note, but it will be tore
The first part is your's and the second is hers
Maybe, now she will get the picture, of how she i will never adore

The child that has drowned in her blood
Did it all for you daddy just for your love
Pray for her cry until your eyes are drained
This note I leave I want it framed.

When mommy asks, why you let me die
When she says, why the hell did you let her cry
Make sure she knows, it was for your profound love
And make sure you hold your head high

So by the time I am found
Drowned in my blood on the ground
I hope you see what I felt inside
It's sad to think it needed suicide

This is continued...It's two parts