Part two

Maybe now, you will know i needed you
Maybe now, you will finally see I was real
Will you have enough love to pick me up
Or will you be a coward and not even kneel

To think you are like my real father
The flames of hate only grow hotter
For you know that you ain't my real dad
But I treated you as one for you were what I had.

I hope you and her never have kids
I hope you don't put anyone else, through your hell
No one deserves the love you give
Not even ones who have been in jail

Your love is one that is too good for your own child in need
And the next time you shall be looking is when my heart has been freed
To think you could have stopped all this
But you chose to be selfish so this is how we must finish.

I hope she makes you happy, and I hope she gives you what you need
She will never compare to my mommy, she will never be the queen
If you think I will ever love her, let me open up your door
The hate for that i have, will always ponder upon your soul ever more

Blood draining down the white in my face
Death is taking it's toll at an awkward pace
Feeling so helpless I reach for your hand
What will you do do you even understand?

Will you push me away, or grab ahold tight
Will you feel my love, or will you let me soar
Do you know what it means, when someone is bleeding
Can't you see, I'm forever leaving

Daddy my life is now in your hands
Literally daddy it is in your hands
I hope that you will now understand
As you look at where my body had land.

It's getting cold daddy, Please cover me up
Do you see me shaking, or am i just in your imagination
The pain is getting intense, my tears are flowing more
Why won't you just help me up off this damn floor

You let me slip you let go of my hand
Daddy why next to you she stands
I see now I see why you let go
But before I shall die I think you should know

You might, have let her come into your life
And yes, it's true you let her let me take my life
I hope she means the world to you
Because as for me, I now must flee

I warned you daddy I warned you she was not of good
She came into my life and did what she could
But you wouldn't listen none the less
For I once said
My wrists are continuously bleeding upon her wedding dress

Jordan, we did well i think...i love you sissy