I fell in love,
but she forced me into a tight spot,
I chose the wrong way,
based on the rumours of devils,
from there I died inside,
the organs just gave up,
except for the water works,
in my mind I died,
I cried,
and I realized I made a stupid choice,
the disappointment your voice,
you grabbing my shirt,
the sadness in yoru voice,
and after that,
it was all I could think about,
and thinking you and the pain I caused,
tore up my insides,
and I died inside,
knowing I made a mistake,
I caer about you,
but I received her texts,
angry is what I got,
was she sad?
or did it matter if I fell down at her door,
did it matter if I beat myself up,
did it matter if I came to her at midnight in the pouring rain,
telling her i was an idiot,
or would she be what I thought she would be,
happier if I just screwed off,
what should I do?
what can I do?
should I do anything?
or should I do whatever leaves her happier?
is she happier without me?
all I can do now is fall a part and tear myself apart....
