I ran through the meadow,
heard the angels sing my song,
mommy's hand reached to mine,
I saw a tear fell from daddy's cheek,
landing in my hand
I have soared the skies
seeing the world with an eagles eye,
beauty, tranquility,
a wonderful role they do play,
at times I see the darkness
daddy tells me I fall asleep
for days,
I whisper the name of the one
who came to save me,
at times I feel my angel
come to me,
tears of red stream down his eyes,
heart so full of sorrow,
mommy takes my hand
walks along the meadow with me,
mommy cries no more,
forgives me for the wrong,
daddy talks to me and mommy,
he wants us back in his life,
mommy can not come back,
as for me
the time is not right yet,
I need to understand
why I had been so
cold, ruthless, to my mother,
mistakes she made,
secrets held,
but none so greater
then the one she spoke of
to make me understand
that life sometimes deals us
a dirty hand,
mommy told me of the sorrow
she kept hidden,
she forgives you daddy,
it is only now that I understand,
she tried to protect you
seeing herself unfit in your eyes,
daddy please understand
mommy is helping me find my way
you wipe my tears
as they fall,
I can see, I can feel you daddy,
Mommy loves you even now!
she is beautiful daddy
mommy needs to get her wings
she will send me back
when I learn the lesson I must
I want to wake
to write my thoughts
the angels do not want me to forget
the sadness that lived inside
I must forgive
mommy forgave you long ago,
when I sleep again daddy
tell me why
we did not see clearly
the pain we both caused mommy
she stood behind you daddy
each time you traveled,
each time we moved
from place to place,
much I have seen
to my dismay daddy,
pain, tears, I have fought
but daddy,
the meadow is peaceful
the past is revealed there,
mommy was not angry at life
just herself in failure,
beauty, passion, love
I killed in mommy,
her pain was my laughter,
her tears my strength
yet she forgave me
the errors of my ways have been
shown to me,
in the end daddy,
mommy was alone,
for even you were just too late
I need to know daddy
I love you no matter what!