Cut, Cut, Bleed Endlessly

No one can see me
I'm unwanted, I'm alone
Behind this veil of loneliness and blood
I'm left here unknown

Are you happy that I'm lost?
Happy that I can't be loved anymore?
Your smile says it all
As you stare down at me on the floor

Blood is here
Tears are there
One more cut is done
No, I'm not going to fair

I'm cold, I'm sad
I'm lost in the world that cannot compare
Don't look at me; I don't need your glances
I know you will not care

I fall into things that are forbidden
Into lies that are awake
I fall apart at light's touch
I cry, I scream, I shake

I'm losing me, I'm losing hope
Tears are drenching, drying, gone
One more try, one more failure
All the tears that threaten, that once shone

Once again blood drips
Once again the pain comes back
Cut, cut, bleed endlessly
Is it I, or is my blood now black?

Letting go of hope, letting go of reality
Falling, hurting, dying, dead
Down, down, down, I drop
It's all in my head, it's all in me head!

Opening of wounds
Closing of thoughts, closing of dreams
Can you hear that tear slide down?
It's so loud, almost like a scream

Sobbing, forgetting, regretting
Cut, cut, bleed endlessly
Touch cuts, touch blood
You dine on my death expensively

I change to nothing
I move hope to hatred and loss
Motivation to die is endless
Don't worry, I was always lost

My life isn't anything
Forget, regret, bleed, die
Hurting, forgotten, not understanding
No more will I sit and cry

Scream, cry, die
One more lesson to learn
Screech, pain, hurt
Too late, the lesson's learnt

A part of me is screaming in pain
Another part is trying to extinguish it
Blood drips, cuts hurt, brain screams
My head is moving into the darkened pit

I vow to die, I vow for pain to leave
I vow for my breath to finally cease
Just one more, I promise, just one more
Cut, cut, bleed endlessly, please