Clearer

I look in the mirror,
and it's becoming clearer,
can't make this all go away.

Now that I am bleeding,
I stare up at the ceiling,
and watch it fade away.

Now that I've done this,
I ask for forgiveness,
Doctor, please be my priest.

I know I'm mistaken,
Look at the pills I've taken,
And I laugh as I lie through my teeth.