Suicide is painless

(This one is also by me and jordan!
This definitely took some patience, i almost gave up through half of it,i was so mad but in the end, i think it came out pretty decent!! tell us what you think)

You can see right through me
You can see all of my lies
You know that I am unfaithful
But, yet my pain, you won't let me hide

Why is it that only you can see through my disguise
It is the way I smile or is it the way I cry
Is it how I think about if I shall be dead
Is it how you found me with a gun up to my head.

I'm tired of being suppressed with all of these fears
The pain will always linger here
Will it ever just disappear
Will you always be here to wipe my tears

What if you were to die who would be here when I need a hug
What if you were to stop breathing who would I go to for this love
What time is it where you are when your soul is free
Will you take your time to realize and think about me?

The memories of me, will you forever have them?
The pain, that i go through, will you get mad if i surrender
If I'm on my death bed, and you are all i long for
Will you come to my rescue, or leave me in the corner

Will you be my angel will you leave me behind
Will you try to save me or be this demon child
Will you laugh when my life is in your hands
Will you grasp it tight and hope to understand.

The pain, that comes along to my body
The tears that fall down my pale cheeks
Would you take it all away, if you had the chance
Or would you look at me and just glance

Would you stare at what has become of a broken child
Or would you just leave me untitled
Would you care if I were to laugh and watch the knife go through my skin
Would you do it if I did it again and again?

Could you actually sit there and watch my blood pour
As it went drip drip onto the cold floor
How come, even tho your here I'm still alone
How come, all of my fears are becoming unknown

Are you becoming blinded from what you have seen
When you say "I'm busy babe" what do you really mean
When I'm hurting inside and I tell you I'm dying
What are you thinking are you eternally crying??

Call my name, please save me from this pain
Lift me up out of the rain
Wake me up from this dream
Why is it, you just let me scream and scream

Do you like it the sight of me dying
This will be the night I will stop my crying
I want to see what you do when you see I am bleeding
Tonight is the night I will stop my breathing.

Look, through the fog can you see the vision of me?
Suicide is painless, and I will be out of my misery
You will have to deal with the changes
And, I will be gone with many reasons

Take your memories shove them far away
I guess I was right today is the day
Don't try and stop me for I will be dead
Drowned in my own blood with a bullet in my head...