Our endless argument

(This poem is based on an argument me and my sister Jordan had, so we decided to make a poem out of it..hope you like!! if you get confused well, I\'m sorry)

Sissy can't you see you\re gorgeous you're so pretty
I wanna be like you when I grow up so I can say this is how you are
Every bump in the road that we are hitting
You need to realize in my mind you are a star...

Ok, sissy that is fine, but let me tell you this
The gorgeous girl you see, is all in your mind
I may be your star, and you may wanna be like me
But, within time You will see I\'m nothing but a ugly little child

You are lying you yourself Sis you are lying to me
You need to stop it now I'm crying can't you see
My tears are of hurt because it seems like you don't care
For in my mind it's like your thoughts aren't even there.

I see your tears, and i want to take them away
But, sis can't you see my pain, can't you feel this is not a dream
My thoughts are there, and my heart is yours
But, sissy This ugliness is getting the best of me

Then take them away sis stop what you do
Or should I say what you don't you need to eat I'm telling you
You starve yourself and for what? To look good to make what your mind work
Well have a real look around sis we aren't all perfect!

I know I'm not gonna look like a super model, i know that\'s not me
But, sis you take a look around
This girl that is in this body, the girl that can not eat
She is completely lost, and desperately needs to be found

Sissy I'm crying please let me help you
I know what you need I know what to do
I want you to stop this please stop this pain
You don't understand this isn't just a game!!!

Sis, listen to me the more i eat the more i gain
Why can't you see i just wanna be the old me
I was so tiny nearly 100 pounds
To get back down to that, that is my dream

That isn't happening I won't let you do it this way
The day you won't eat will be the day I won't breathe
I thought that you loved me or so you always say
But if you really did sis....you would know you are hurting me..

I do love you, sissy with all the love in the world
But, why can't you see, i have to do this for me
I need to feel pretty, i need to feel free
Until, i can get into those jeans, i will continue to fight this war

Well I will not help sis I will not encourage this fight
This is so very stupid and you know I am right
So do as you want do what you please
Just so your ass can fit in those jeans.

That is fine, i will keep my pain
Down this road, i will travel alone
But let me remind you of this
Skinny, or fat..dead or alive I will never be the blame.

Sissy you're funny I laugh at what you say
In your mind you are alone but you cause the pain
Today you must eat for today might be my last day
But really and truely sissy you are the only one to blame.

Well, that is okay I'm doing this for me,not just for the pain
When you see, that what I'm doing is right for me
When you open your heart, and let me be free
You will then see, what my love truly means

Ok, this argument is still going on, and we could have kept going..but we will finish this later!!! i love you sissy