Uhhh wtf i hate you....

How could you call,
when your the reason i would fall,
how could you reach out your hand,
when Ur the reason i couldnt stand,

how could you say u love me,
when before u couldnt even see me?
how could it be me that you need,
when you couldnt even tuck me in at cause you were out smokin weed,

how could you leave me,
to pick up this shattered family,
how could you just walk away,
and not expect me to hate u to this day,

how could you expect me back after all these years?!
when u created my crimson tears,
how could you tell me crying isnt right,
and not expect me to destroy myself in the middle of the night.

how could you think that this door would be wide open,
when your the reason im still having trouble coping.

how could you hurt me so much,
with out a single touch,
how could you wonder why my arms i would hide,
when you have drove me to the point of attempted suicide.