a common disease,
that is ruining her life,
\"dont make me eat please\",
it cut her out like a steal cold knife,
wasting away to non existance,
all the pain it puts her through,
it has her in a trance,
there\'s nothing she can do,
mirrors are her enemy,
and life is her reason,
she has tried almost every remedy,
drifting away with every new season,
her everyday,
is just a new nightmare,
she tries to run away,
the agony she can\'t bare,
\"should i even continue to live?\",
you couldnt do enough time to equalize her tears,
theres more than the attention you could give,
a pain so strong of many many years,
the realization of this shocking reality,
she\'s trapped in a circle that only goes round,
she doesnt want the pity,
dropped when she\'s already on the ground,
her wish is to live without this private war,
no more long nights waiting for her death,
\"wut am i even living for?\",
everyword is a waste of her breath,
no body knows the terror of this nightmare,
the pain behind her eyes,
she\'s wasting away and who\'s to care?,
\"all my life is is lies\",
lost in the pain,
drowning in her tears\',
they fall like rain,
she screams but nobody hears,
\"what is wrong with me?\",
everything isnt okay,
this isnt how its supposed to be,
she\'s killing herself by the way,
better think of something fast,
better realize that she\'s not gonna live long,
this dance will be her last,
its all wrong,
remember the girl who didn\'t say much,
\"this is my disaster,my forsaken abandonment\",
she\'d shrink at your very touch,
push away the help you lent,
inside she doesnt want you to give up on her,
she\'s just doing what she thinks is best,
nobody\'s truly sure,
if this is real or a test,
there\'s so much more to learn,
so much more to see,
before she crashes and burns,
\"please help me\",
she\'s fading into the abyss,
of her long lived fear,
one last wish,
\"i cannot be forsaken because i\'m not really here\"
