Aileen, my distant queen

I'm losing you, i feel,
For the first time away from the drugs. My tender heart feels real.

I'm agonized by my stupid thoughts and actions when in your arms. these drugs, compare nothing to your charms.

Tormented, by this loss, I'm so use too. I've lost every love, even family.
now i've lost you too.

Tired of fighting to lose. your possible return, keeps me away from the booze.

Sick, so sick I can't eat,
All I wish to return beside you on the seat.

Sad, so sad I can't cry anymore.
my life feels destroyed, can't open my eyes without thinking of you some more.