I constantly have to deal with stress
and i know most people would call that life
but its getting to the point where im not happy
and im starting to doubt i will ever be happy
dealing with you and mom and dad
i just cant take it anymore
i never have any time to myself anymore
the peace and quiet is gone, its always loud
always feeling upset and out of it
because i space out so much with stress
my neck and back hurt which doesnt make anything better
a lot of the time i just but a fake smile and keep everything bottled up inside
until i have to break down and cry
i have totally lost the feeling of happiness
all i ask and all i pray for
is that feeling happy again
wanting to be happy again
