Confused

He likes me, i like him
hes cousin likes me, i kinda like him
they're both rappers with their own style
they both have interesting personalities
but theres another guy
he doesnt rap but has his own style
he beat boxes and has an amazing personality
he lives so far away, i dont even know why i like him
but yesterday he broke my heart
talking to another girl on the phone
while he is watches me cry
he didnt evben know it bothered me
i guess i over reacted and thought there was another girl
is he worth it thought, are any of them?
i know i probably should be single
and i dont mind it but i want a boyfriend
im just confused