Tears Rejected

No one who really likes me and nobody who really cares
It's like I'm getting strangled and need a breath of fresh air
Alone in this world filled full of lies and deceit
This whole world is black, the thought of death at my feet

I try to cope with the horrors of my life
But all that resorts is holding this knife
Its blade is sharp and is so cold
Where this blade ends up i myself do not know

But as i think about things in life i don't like
All i know now is that i want to cry
I think now i know where this knife is going to go
Into my skin and deeper below

The cold metal blade feels so cold on my skin
My blood starts to flow revealing feelings within
I should have done this way before
The blood is still remaining to pour

Its good for everyone that I'm dieing
Maybe it will stop everyone from lying
they can cry but i will reject their tears
after all they've put me through, throughout they years