I feel like Im baby,
lke i cant make my own choices,
because everyone will say,
thta I made a mistake.
And the Problem with life,
is that there no eraser,
so you cnat just erase,
the the mistakes you made.
I feel like Im unwanted,
becuase no one seem to care,
no one seems to hear me,
even as I scream.
Like I could scream for hours,
and be heard from block away,
but no one will come running,
no ones there who cares.
I feel as if Im a let down,
like Im not what people expect,
like that all expect a pretty girl,
and thats just not me.
They expect a skinny model,
with the perfect body and hair,
but thats not who I am,
and I feel like a disapointment.
I feel as if im dead,
because no one notices me,
no one knows when im sad,
no one really cares.
Im ina grave,
and no one can hear,
a single peep that I make,
so I stay awake all night crying.
I feel as if Im broken,
because I cant be with you,
theone that I long for,
the one I love.
My family doenst accept it,
like they dont want me to smile,
why is it so hard,
to see a daughter smile.
I feel like Im falling,
forever nonstop,
like ill never hit the bottom,
never ever stop.
Like Ill never be happy,
or laugh or smile,
just suffer,
and feel pain.
I feel like Im a pupett,
I have to do as they say,
or else I wont fit in,
and everyone will go away.
Like I have strings on my back,
that no one can detatch,
because I need them there,
to be who I am.
But I know what I really am,
Im a teenager,
so confussed bout love and life,
and doesnt know whats right.
Like no one can accept me,
for who I really am,
so i fake a mask eevryday,
and no one can even tell.
