So Sure

Years pass, failing ever single class; Smoking weed, it was my love, thought it was toking to succeed; N' then it turned around n bit me..Locked me up, n then it hit me...My baby was always there i put her through a lot of pain; I was blind to see, just didn't care...I straightened up my act, let my mind to flee and all i knew was her. Gave everything up, leaned on her..
I endure a feeling It's real love and I'm so sure Not failing to cure, and achieving much much more...
She's been acting strange, after all this change i gave for her.. And i cant believe it but it feels like shes falling away from me... I feel god, calling each day for me..She went away, said don't forget us everything will be OK... Saturday is the day she comes home, I'm so scared, all I've done is cared...And this love just flared and only the truth is shared.. but how come, i don't feel her anymore? I've been feeling lower then the floor, so sore..sit around stressed.. This poem these words are all i got, feelings repressed... Depressed alone... She'll call me up on the phone, with no apologies...Taking away all my abilities, Summer school.. with all these absentees..Rehab, confessing to demonologies... The feedback tears me apart more.. Feels like a leech sucking at my hearts core.. And still all i think about is her..Her voice, her smile & laughter, her touch.. I hope everything will remain OK after her break, cause i don't know how much more i can take...I'm trying to stay tough... All i think, was my devotion not enough? My emotions sink... I confess everything to her... Wanting to be at the brink.. Her commotion brings me down to think...

We're too young... She loves me, but she wants to have fun...

I wish i knew the answers, that'll ill most likely never know no matter what..