Over And Over

I sit here at night
In this dully lit room
I sit here waiting
For my doom

Crying the same tears
That have been cried
Trying to get better
Like Ive tried and tried

Staring at the same
Broken glass on my floor
And again at the boyfriend
Whom I adore

Looking at the blood stains
From so long ago
Thinking of the lonely nights
So many I don't even know

Thinking things will get better
Just like I thought before
When I'd collapse crying
On my bathroom floor

Picking up the same razor
And sliding it down my skin
Showing the world
I still cant win

Looking at the broken pieces
That Ive looked at day after day
Until I realize
This is where they will stay