Xx It's long so I hope you think it was worth it.xx
Suffocating breath,
Loving soul,
Loving you,
Is why I'm on hold,
Still sitting here,
In the dark,
Knowing you,
Have no idea.
I know I have to be strong,
The knife still shines but I turn away,
I have to start another day,
If only for you I'll take this next breath,
If only for you I'll save myself,
If only for your naive eyes I'll walk away,
Stare at the ground with the tears growing,
I'm so sick of pain but you melt it,
It washes away, when I see you the next loving day,
Yet you seem distant,
Maybe it's just me,
But that's all I see,
Me in the shadows, standing alone,
Waiting for you to come back,
Maybe it's me,
Just dying inside,
Maybe I'm stupid,
For the things I hide,
All I know is your my one,
Even in the shadows,
Or the reflection of a glistening pool,
You're my one
You'll always be,
The one I'd die for,
Or the one I'd live for,
The one I'll save from leaving,
Or allow to leave,
The one I'll protect,
Or captivate,
The one I'll always love inside,
From you I promise not to hide...
My suffocating breath,
My loving soul,
I'm loving you,
And it's why I'm on hold,
I'm still sitting here,
In the dark,
Knowing you,
Now have some idea...
For better or for worse.
