Pieces of my broken heart - The Beginning

Here is part of my heart, Left by my lover the river of tears will run down my face forever.

The Beginning

The day i saw you again,
I had the oddest feeling
it was a strange tingling sensation
that ran up and down my spine
I wasn't sure what it meant
so i just ignored it,
but after a while i found myself waiting
waiting for you
I longed to see your face, your smile
the second i heard your voice.
Each night i went to bed happy
Happy that i had spoken to you
I would dream the most amazing dreams
Dreams of you and me
Every morning i would wake & think of you
That day at the movies
You looked so handsome in your t-shirt & jeans
As i looked into your beautiful, sweet eyes
i was spellbound by love, I was on cloud nine
In that cinema my dreams came true,
you felt the same way, i was amazed by you
My heart started to melt
at the touch of your embrace
Your kiss lifted me so high
i could probably have fallen to my death
I felt i could cry when you were away,
For 5 months we spent each day & night thinking of each other, if it was cold we would huddle together in each others arms, and if it was hot, we would lie by each other with hands intertwined,
Then 1 day out of the blue, just after you said i love you, it was gone
the hand-holding & cuddling, the time we spent staring into each-others eyes.
You know you hurt me
You tore me apart,
Smashed me to pieces
And mangled my heart
You took away everything,
Everything except one thing,
My love for you, its here now & forever
With these shattered words that the broken pieces of my hearts ache each day about
I love you Ben & i always will
But only you can put the pieces of my heart back together

~ I love you Benjamin Coe... you will always be in my heart now & forever ~ xoxo