My One Wish (To this site)

Crying, my hands are stained in black
Hurting, there's nothing more to do
My fire once bright, is now dying
Cause nothing I say, seem to be true

Raging storms inside of crazy mind
An arrow piercing through my heart
If you think this is enough to hurt
I haven't yet fallen all the way apart

One member, I'm only one girl
One person can only do so much
When it comes to making a difference
There are still so many things I can't clutch

Goodbye, is a word I've thought of
but I just haven't given up yet
Torn to both sides defending
Nothing makes me more upset

All I ever wished for in my whole life
Was to have a place in this world
To make a sacrifice, to save broken lives
Even with just a few simple words

My wish, my last hope and dream
Is for everyone to be united at last
To have, respect for everyone
No matter what's their past

This site has given me a chance
To be free, to finally find a place
Where I can meet other people like me
And change the darkened faces

Because of you, I've been changed for good
Though I don't know if that change is better
I'm a whole new person inside of me
Now knowing what in this world truly mattered

*Sorry, I haven't been able to write my usual kind of poems, there's just so many thoughts in my mind, I just wanna get them out