It's almost two months
Since the day you left me
I've become a worse person
And a better person
All at the same time
These extremely long nights
Where I sleep for a couple hours
Then I just wake up
It's horrible that I can't sleep
Because I'm pretty sure
You're always well-rested
I'm always thinking about you
And all the times we've had
How you used to make me smile
For no apparent reason
Just by being there for me
Always made me feel better
About myself and my life
And now that's all gone
I let this breakup
Of losing the greatest guy
Take the best of me
But at the same time
I've become a much better person
My cutting problem, is now gone
I guess since it didn't
Steal my life away
It just completely ruined it
I no longer think that I need
To cut to solve problems
You showed me that
It just causes more of them
And I'm not ALWAYS depressed
Even thought I still am sometimes
But all the same
I'm getting better everyday
Even though I miss you
and I would do anything
For one more kiss
Just to be in your arms
Where I feel so safe
I still thank you for the help
I just wish you were still here
