Bloody Paradise

All my feelings just fell
This isnt good I can tell
I cant feel anything
Anything at all
I think your deny
Really got me in the eye
The blood pours down my arms
While you continue to think you didnt cause me harm
You think Im a dirty little s**t that will just move on
Well you read me wrong
For once I actually cared
But you didnt believe not one feeling I shared
I know you never loved me
I now know this cause I can actually see
Past this blindness cause I no longer have you
To see me through
This stainless steel paradise
Oh, how every letter so precise
Pouring on my bed sheet, blood pools of red
One slip, I hit a vein, Id be dead
Its not like youd care anyway
What more can I say?
I want this life to end never to live again
Ill give you the truth my friend
I actually love you and want us to last
For some reason I could, but you couldnt, forget about the past
Even though Ive traveled a harder road
That slowly showed
How I was in more pain than you
Having more pain to grow through
Ill live this life thinking youll come back
When you dont Ill be at lack
You wont be here to help
Slowly but surely I will get my belt
Tie it to a tree
Wrap it around the neck of me
Tighter it becomes
As I can barely breathe
Blackness will wash over
Above the ground my body will hover
As you look up at me and walk away without a tear in your eye
Youll walk away knowing you are the guy
That caused this pain and despair
But its not like youll care
Being who you are youll go brag
That you caused my life to be a drag
I do not doubt one minute of it
Cause I know your puzzle pieces and how they fit
A blood paradise for you
Oh, bloody paradise youre the proof, my life is now through.