Thanks so much for your comment, you don't know how much it means to me. and just to tell you (though it may seem like im just repaying the favour, i'm not - im totally sincere) this poem has me wrapped up too. Men - eugh. You're an incredible writer, so keep writing, and im sorry that you kinda feel the way you said you did about your friend, its not a good way to feel about someone, trust me. Just know, no matter what you might think to yourself - i don't think you will have disappointed anyone (no matter how silly that sounds considering i dont know you). So just hang in there, and i know a tonne of people say this, but im always here if you need someone, we seem to kinda understand each other (an assumption from looking at your poems) incredible poem xxxxxx