I'm sitting here hurting,
While you are clueless and deceiving,
I thought I would be thoughtful and be forgiving,
But I realized your not even loving.
I need to find the courage to say goodbye,
But I loathe seeing you cry,
Even though I doubt you would care,
So instead I'll just shed another tear.
I'm sick of you lying,
So now I'm wishing I could just be dying,
Your lies are murdering me,
There slicing open each vein,
I'm really starting to feel this pain.
I'm now here lying on this floor,
I feel the coldness blowing over me,
My thoughts are screaming louder,
Shouting deeper, deeper
I'm losing control for death is taking over,
I know this will make you happy,
You might even begin to love me,
So take the razor,
Begin to cut me deeper,
Drown me in a tub of my blood,
Because to you I was always known as nothing.
