6-month delay; 2 years too late; and maybe a lifetime of anger

6-month delay; 2 years too late; and maybe a lifetime of anger

My dad suggested I go to QE for high school.
I refused thinking "I'm way too damn cool."
I get registered for JP instead.
I fail with an "E" in every possibility.
I get sent to a program for year eleven.

I met this girl during the program, see?
I started to like her, but lost her every at delay.
I had wondered, "How could this be?"
I let her trouble my every dream; even today.

I wait 3 months to tell her my crush.
I wait 4 months to tell her I really do. and still.
I wait 5 months to tell her I've been wanting to ask her out.
I wait 6 months (a tad too long) to confess everything.

Now she has plans to move.
On a permanent state as well.
If she does, then I'll be left to blame.
It's only myself, but that i delayed my own self.
Resulting in my own Damnation.

And thus - a 6-month delay and 2 years too late; and possibly a lifetime of anger.