Holidays

Is it just me or does everyone await the holidays?
Is it just me or does everyone have plans?
Is it just me or is everyone excited about getting to spend everyday with one another?
But why is it me who does nothing but sleep, read and eat?
Why do I have to be the one who sits and laughs while you reminisce your fabulous weeks together?
Why do I have to pretend everything is OK,
While secretly my heart is breaking?
Please answer me my questions because I am dying to know the answers!
And if you can answer me my most quizzical questionâ?¦
Why me?
Why does it have to be me you leave out?
isn\'t 10 already a large number?
Would it kill you to make it 11?
Because while you happy with the number 10,
You not making 11 is killing me.
Ever so slowly and ever so painfully.
Pleaseâ?¦
You are the only one who can save me.