As I lie here tossing in my bed
Lost in my fears remembering what you said
And I try to hide the truth within
The mask of my sadness haunts me again
Still I lie here thinking of you time and time again
Will you deny me when we meet again?
And I feel like I'm falling
Farther every day
Into darkness & pain
I know that you're there
Watching me suffer
And I feel like I'm drowning
The waves crashing over me
But I know that your love is someone elses
You broke me... im never going to be free
As I find truth where I found it times before
As I search for hope
I'm finding so much more
And I try to be more like your dreams
And I deny myself to prove my heart is true
I hear your voice calling out
The time has come for me
Inside this life of pain I'm living
There's nothing left for me
You've taken it all
My mind is slowly fading
So far away from me
Each time I start crawling
You're there watching me
~Suffer~
