Still with me

Screaming at you to get out
Yet all I want is for you to stay
Silently begging you to quit
Yet dying to hear what you have to say

Secretly wishing you to hold me
Though I'm asking you to let go
Blaming you for breaking me
As you treat the bruises on my ego

You never fail to disobey
Never turn to walk away
As, once again, I show you the door
I wonder what you're still with me for