Usless to Me

Like the eyes on the face of a blind man he is useless to me.

His words as meaningful as a wife beater saying \\\"I swear thats the last time hunny\\\"

He weasled an minipulated his way into my heart from the starat i knew we would fall apart.

But being the girl that I am I took his hand not completeyl trusting a word he said.

But still, Neieve I laid in his bedlike the devil he was so calm and so smoothe caressing me a little bit more like a guy leading me to the pits of the dance floor.

His body hard like fort knocks , but i didnt have the courage to tell him to stop . and so we continued on and on we went .

Deeper and deeper him leaving me bent

Situation so flawed I can not believe what this brother had up his sleeve.

Not so smoothe i soon found out.With out a dobt he was trippin
words so fake webster couldn\\\'t even put meaning to the words he was spittin.

Our relationship was based on lies and i cried a thoushand times but it was to no avail it didnt help the devistation and frustration I felt.

Constantly feeling like i was delt, the wrong hand.

And DAMN! for having a man who could leave me so immune to the truth.

He left me feeling used like a quarter at a telephone booth. All used up and nothing left he took everything didnt even leave me with a cent, of myself.

He took my prie my joy my dignity left feeling ways I shouldn\\\'t be .

He left me with a false pretense of a relationship you left me with lies, left me with unanswerd questions.WHY. and so many cries.

He had me so blind and dumb I didnt know if i was comming to or from.

And I believed everything he said .Every exageration every every lie filled my head.

And yes I believed as i said before I had no idea what he had instore.

I was so stuck on a relationship that I thought we had that I didnt reilize that we were acctually way past bad.

Like the eyes on the face of a blind man he is usless to me.